[to be revealed sometime]

» κат «                        ruse o8 love. says (3:06 PM):
nah you dont, you seem like the "i dont give a shit" type

LOL kat. you know me so well. =P

Kenny says (9:42 PM):
lol
our convos are so mature and deep n meaningful
× >->o † [ willmissbenchies. ]→ says (9:42 PM):
i k nwo aye
fine
lets me deep and emo if you want
× >->o † [ willmissbenchies. ]→ says (9:43 PM):
sup. hows life [in chris' deep deep voice]
Kenny says (9:43 PM):
its great, i cut my wrists everyday and love wearin black [in chris' deep deep voice]
lol...

» κат «                        ruse o8 love. says (10:51 PM):
=(
ok im a weirdo then
a proud one
=D
GO WEIRDOS
oh gosh
kill me now
× >->o † [ willmissbenchies. ]→ says (10:51 PM):
ROFLMAO
AHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA
ROFLMAO
AHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA
ur too hilariosu to kill
» κат «                        ruse o8 love. says (10:51 PM):
ncie to know im fre entertainment
× >->o † [ willmissbenchies. ]→ says (10:51 PM):
lol
» κат «                        ruse o8 love. says (10:51 PM):
i should make ppl pay me
=D
yay!
=D
× >->o † [ willmissbenchies. ]→ says (10:52 PM):
ahahah
entertainment tonight
CHICKEN TONIGHT
I WANT KFC

[to be typed up shortly]

...yes i know i suck

[to be finished someday]

hrm, my title looks like posth scrambles. anyways. I CAN'T UPLOAD ANY MORE PHOTOS. dammit. I've reached my maximum upload for the month, so yeah, no more photos on my blog/albums until I come back form overseas. gah gah gah. anyways, I should probably do a recount of how I've wasted my life since my chemistry exam.

O611O8
FINSIHED HSC!!

O711O8
parra with rusians.

O811O8

O911O8
jeff's

1O11O8

1111O8

1211O8

1311O8
sign out day

1411O8

1511O8
angus car

1611O8
cleaned wardrobe. macQ/carlo

1711O8
cleaned kitchen maC

[to be continued soon]

can't believe graduation was already more than a month ago. This blog is supposed to be quite long and chummy but since I've left it till so late, I've kind of forgotten what I originally wanted to say. maybe I'll do another one of those boring recounts that only people like Jae and Kat who has no life reads. LOL JOKINGS. I LOVE YOU(S) a lot a lot a lot.

second last friday
I think the fact how we're going to actually graduate and LEAVE SCHOOL actually got to my brain today. started photo-spamming on the front lawn with everyone. and I think since trials, I've been hanging around there after school and getting home late every day. So surprised that mum didn't give a crap. I still remember back in the days of year-7-nsg-nerd-ness I'd get home 10 minutes late and Mum would be frantically calling me and all my friends and interrogating me cos she thinks I've hooked up with random Epping Boys at the station. damn she's a funny one.
in fact, I think I've blogged a post about today. so I shall shut up and move on to the next day. =P

last monday

last tuesday

last wednesday

last thursday

last friday [muckup]

graduation assembly

luncheon
I was being so gay today. got to the luncheon uber late because I was trying to type up my personal statement for the usyd merit scholarships. I never knew it would take me 3hours to type up one A4 page of self-aggrandising bullcrap. I kept typing stuff and deleting it cos reading it just made me laugh. didn't end up writing anything along the lines of "I'm very responsible blah blah blah" just sounds so fake 'cause I know better than I'm not.
didn't end up watching wall-e today =(
and I didn't photo-spam cos I had to go library to fix up my spelling mistake son my personal statement and go to careers adviser to get everything sorted out.
yuh. today I was being anti-social and gay.
thank you Jae for accompanying me and fixing up my mistakes. LOL. it would've been an automatic fail if I handed in my original copy. and also thanks to Leo, Fred, Chen and many others for sending me your statements =]. really appreciated =P

balmoral

because I love yous...

...thankyouforallthememories

this blog is dedicated to Angus.
because he is cool.
but most importantly, because I'm awesome.

I told myself to blog abuot hsc, post-hsc and graduation etc. but as you may see, none of that has been written up cos I'm to lazy. this is what the no hsc does to you. you become a plant mould-ing at home. yuh. I'll go sort out my photos now and blog if I have enough will power.

..you owe me an ugly photo =P

blah blah blah. I have no life. this blog is just pointless, except I wanted to tell Katrina that I'm allowed to go Parramatta, (urgh, I can't spell, parramatta looks weird) whatever time you want and I'm allowed to go afters despite nsb formal the next day. mum was like "GOOOD!! nice!! over and done with your crazy-high-ness in 2 days" lol.

went to Macquarie today and bought a clear lip gloss. it's crap. no wonder it went from $12 to $2. and me and mum bought a new luggage. she keeps saying it's too big. and i'm like "never too big mum, I want to SHOP" lol. I sometimes feel sorry for whoever's going to marry me. THE RBA has cut interest rates by 75 basis points to 5.25pc. yuh, and as if I need to know this anymore. stupid economics haunts me.

oh!! and I got my debit card today!! =D =D =D it's very very bright pink, to the point, it looks ugly. damn. shouldn't just said black or white. meh. I saw all these year 11 12 rusians today, and mike lai!! hi bro =].

...enoughramblings =]

ps. did you guys know that phoning Woolongong is actually not charged as a local call? *gasp
pps. my brother was telling me about this "human flesh search engine" in China. scary.

this may sound outrageous. but..

I LOST MY ACIDIC ENVIRONMENT NOTES.

****edit*** [5 minutes later]

I JUST FOUND THEM.

they were next to my old printer under the tissue box [wth?!]zomgsh. I was stressing so much.

and now I feel like a tool.

I've been trying to find them for the past 3 days. my AE notes are probably the best ones I've written for any subject, any topic. so yes, was quite </3 when I couldn't find them.

ok. I. am. just. rambling.

I shall sort out my chem notes. and maybe start reading Context for the first time since I got it.

...chemchemchem!!

I went shopping today!! =D haven't been in SO LONG.

went to Eastwood first up to get myself a debit card. wooot =P. I felt so immature cos they were like "what colour do you want? red black white or pink?" "PINK?!" *blush* ahahahaha, I wanted black but since my atm one is already black... yes I'm making excuses for myself for choosing pink.

then went to this relatively new place for lunch at Eastwood. It's opposite that yumcha place. THEY SERVE SO BIG!! we ordered this chicken dish thinking it'll be served on a plate, but they served it in a wooden bucket thing. lol.

then went hornsby. I bought my clutch today!! and the good thing is, it has a long strap!! =D so if I get pissed holding it, I can put it over my shoulder =P. I remember someone telling me it was very "informal" to not hold onto your clutch during a formal. meh. sif I could care less. and the guy at Shoobiz gave me a $15 discount =D =D =D. he's so nice. I'm so glad I ignored this other clutch that was $8O. lol.

I dislike this cashier at K-mart. My mum bought something there, but had to go bathroom urgently, and she told me it was $1O so I'm like "yeah I have $1O exactly in my wallet" I got there, and the girl was like "it's $1O.O3" and I was like O__________--o|| oh crap. "I only have $1O" "well, you'll need another 5cents" grrrrrr. I'm so glad I had money in my card with me. yeah. I was so embarrassed cos this huge line behind me were all just watching me with a massive sweat-drop rolling down my forehead. lol. then I phoned Kat and ranted. ahahahahaha. my bad.

Mum told me I could go Crossfire tonight. =D =D =D. woooot!! ahahaha I saw Chi yesterday at the library, and talked to him for so long. and I was like "yeah mum, they're all asking me why I haven't been crossfire lately." guilt-trip =P. and I also asked her about afters today. she's like "yeah just go" "dw mum, his mum's going to be there, and it's going to be all safe and everything" "yeah. just go. ==" you didn't need to tell me that. I trust you." LOL. woooot =D =D =D I haven't told her nsb formal's the night after though =P. hey, she didn't ask me.

anyways, I feel like cooking dinner =]. bye <33.

...nostudytoday =]

ps. yes, I'm in a very happy mood today.

I promised to blog a LONG blog to Katrina after 3umaths since she wants to stalk my life so much =P. ahahha awws. only joking. I stalk your blog too =] mwaahahaha. be scared.

I cbb to blog about the hsc. apart from the fact how I did A LOT worse than the trials. who said the trials were harder?! liars. BUT I do want to rant slightly about 2umaths. I LOST TWO MARKS. *cry. there goes my state ranking. damn it.

anyways, my intention of this blog is to tell Katrina about what happened on Saturday.

THANKYOU HELEN FOR THE HOME VISIT!! aww man, you'll always be the best sister ever. lol. yes, my beautiful god-sister came over to my place the night before my 18th and dropped off this adorable present. thanks!!

Sorry Don, your uber long sms did lag, hence you lost in the intense competition of stealing my 18th-sms-virginity to Peter. THANKS PETER. it was so sweet of you to remember. and all the phone calls. <33 but LOL. @9pm "hey vivo. can you come out now? let's go clubbing". LOL. I promise I will someday after my hsc. and yes, thanks Don for your awesomely sweet sms. really appreciated. I'm so glad you're doing well =P we'll catch up after the hsc.

and thank you people for all the sms + facebook posts.

what else what else?

oh!! I went to Eastwood at 12OO hoping I could study a bit at the library BUT IT WAS CLOSED. far out. why do local libraries do this to me?! so I ended up hobo-ing at the bus stands doing 2u maths papers with these construction workers staring at me. not weird at all. then Diana called and WOOT. she happened to be at Eastwood as well so I joined her for lunch and she fed me =]. ahahahhaha thank you so much!! her parents force-fed me all these food [milk tea, squid, rice, noodles etc etc etc] it was yummy though =]. then met up with Angus. aww man thank you so much for the presents and the yummy sushi train [sorry for not eating much, I was extremely full] I'll take you to Thursday street markets for takoyaki someday. yes, here are the photos:

my brother kept stealing the m&ms >=( check out my disney bedcover

Then I went home and Karen, her daughter and Raymond was there. ahahahhaa. Spent the rest of the afternoon watching Raymond's magic tricks. oh, and thanks for the book! If only I had it before studying powerplay. LOL.

yuh. I'm gona rule the world now

and we had mango cake from breadtop!! but my grandma was sleeping. =( this is the first time I didn't have a birthday cake everyone in my family. I hope she didn't mind.

check out the candle!! I feel so spoilt ><"

      I <3 my family              fobs we are [who's idea wassit?!]
 
and just to make my brother special, he got me a visa card!! wooooot!!

censored for my benefit

went to carlo village after 3u maths today. saw tony. then library in attempt to do some chem papers, but failed miserably after finishing one paper cos I was falling asleep. saw Tina, Neha and Rohan there. it's so funny how everywhere I go I would see someone from crossfire. hopefully I'll be allowed to come this Friday =].

This is what Katrina, Flora and Nicholas gave me =].
I love it.
 
ahahha damn I look ugly in most of them. but I'm glad you put them there Katrina, cos it brings back so many funny moments and happy memories I'll never forget.

and this is what Winchin made for me in year 10 when I left nsg:

yes, many ugly and embarrassing photos of me =P.

Jendo phoned me on Saturday night and we talked for >1hour. thank you =]. so sweet of you to remember. we shall go out and catch up very very very soon. and Ranee! thank you for the e-mail.

Man, I have to type a letter now . damn it. my mum kept reminding me this past month. even in my birthday. does she not realise I will do what I have to do. give me a break. I'm not immune to it.

yuh. I want to watch tv now.

...sotired.

HAPPY 18TH DIANA!!

            crazy hair day O7                        nsg semi O7

            ruse semi O7                   few days before graduation

last day of ruse. damn you look so cute despite a near all-nighter

look how much we have evolved. "evolved". gosh I think bio's getting to me

yuh. back to biology.

GOSH I HATE IT.

...haveaniceday.

ps. Megan is a good bio-buddy yeah, great to know that the day before biology exam

THANKYOU SO MUCH FOR THE PRESENT!! to say the truth, I totally forgot about it. when you gave it to me I was like "eh?!" BUT YES. IT'S SO NICE AND PRETTY AND NICE AND PRETTY AND NICE. yuh. I know I have a stunted vocabulary, hence my stuffed up uai that would be reflected in less than two months. and that sentence didn't make sense either.

AND THANKYOU TO FLORA AND NICHOLAS AS WELL =D.

man, I caught the school bus home today since,  I don't know, before trials? which was around 2.5 months ago. WOW. 2.5 MONTHS AGO. tried so hard to avoid the juniors from crashing into the collage. ==". idiots.

I <3 ms connors.

NO MORE ENGLISH.

what else what else? ahahha lunch was nice at the memorial place =P. does it say KB or K13? =S. I never knew. MY SOTMACH HURTS. and so does my hand >=(. ms connors was so nice cos I was trying to take down notes when she talked but it ended up in scribbles cos my hand spasm-ed and then she ended up writing them all for me. I shall buy her chocolates sometime.

I am screwed for biology on Friday.

and since this blog is dedicated to my beautiful Katrina. I shall do something that will boost her ego beyond infinity for the very first and last time:
KATRINA IS THE BEST.

yuh. feel proud. =P.

but yeah I was so surprised?! MAN STUDY HARD FOR YOUR HSC. and also the fact how when I left nsg, they gave me a collage as well, all framed up. so now I have two collages form the two high schools which will be hung up on my wall very very soon. =P

...enoughrambles

yes, I went on kat's blog, and decided to write a blog too

paper one was the gay - didn't write intro or conclusion for my essay cos I spent too much time on section one. dumbest thing ever. *sigh. my fault for changing my mind to do it first.

NO MORE JOUNERYS.

hrm, I didn't do a thing yesterday. so drained out. saw all these people at epping library O__________--o|| it must cos I'm there. it must be =P.

what have I learnt for modules?

Emma and Cher are superficial idiots who are dependant on men.
speeches are great and Atwood's 9page speech on women portrayed in literature totally relates to my life.
powerplay is bad.

...yuhthat'sfornow.

I hate dislike my neighbours upstairs.

WHY RENOVATE WHEN I HAVE MY TRIALS.

WHY STOP AFTER MY TRIALS

AND WHY START AGAIN RIGHT BRFORE MY HSC.

gosh. they know I have my hsc. stupid people.

[morning before my eco during trials] "oh I'm so sorry. I'll finish by today." - yeh, sif that's going to do anything. economics was my last trials exam.

O73Oam this morning the trucks came with their lovely "beeps"  reversing into the driveway.

I'm so glad I slept at 11OOpm last night.

grrr.

yes, very not happy.

...where'remyearplugs?

that was just my rant. I <3 my neighbours, just not today. or maybe the next 3 weeks.

I think some people call it the "lunar festival" =S. anyways, I BAKED A CAKE TODAY =D =D =D. and here are the photos:

in the oven. I was so impatient.

finished baking!!

tada!! finished product!! yes I know it's ugly. shut up.

I remember when I was young, our whole family hated mooncakes. and what we used to do was receive mooncakes from some family friend, and give it away to another until they return the favour so we can give it to the first family friend. lol. yes, we just traded the ones we got =P. how very cheap. but yeah, since 2 years ago? we started eating it again. AND THIS YEAR WE'RE ON OUR 3RD BOX. O__________________-----o||. I swear moonlight resonance has made us on a mooncake craze. for those who don't watch it, YOU SHOULD.

went to encasa last night for dinner with friends. quite yummy =]. wanted to go k with bro afterwards but yeah, mum wouldn't let ==". so we watched forbidden kingdom last night till O13O instead. what else what else? OH! went to video ezy today again =P. got apocalypto. I hope it's good.

...iwantahaircut.

ps. for those who know where I live, you guys should come to my place and check out the pretty tree. =P. IT'S PINK and BLOOMING. [I shan't post photos up in case strangers decided to stalk me]

blogging time again!! eww vivo. no-one wants to read your boring blogs. shut up.

Wednesday - photocopied the whole 3umaths paper folder from mrW. TOOK ME SO LONG. then went to chem enrichment classes. once again, Edward Yip freaked me and Kerry out. LOL. then maths tutored and talked to Daniel for a while. unsw interviews came out. what else happened? OH. dinner was DELICIOUS.

Thursday - last day of economics with msC. *cry. she's my favourite female teacher. I'm going to miss her so much. umm yeah, had a party [photos will be up soon] and she gave each of us a personal letter and brought us so much food. yes, I love msC:
<3 she's the best

Friday - spent double free + recess + chem photocopying 2umaths papers from mrW. but I guess it was worth it. Nicholas you better not loose it!! photo-spammed a lot. mrW was saying how we'll be the last year he'll see walk out of James Ruse. and it just hit me that we're going to graduate soon. *cry. damn it makes me sad. caught the late bus to Epping again with Joon, Irene, JasonK, Denise, JoshuaT. t'was fun =]. went to Kenny's cafe [I NEVER KNEW IT WASN'T CALLED KENNY'S CAFE.] yes, it's called "me n u" I think, under the Genesis building. and me bumped into Jean LindaZ and RohanS. blah blah blah. Kenny let me go into the store and make my own iced chocolate!! yes, he is the AWESOME.

 
yes, I know it's quite disgustingly fatty looking but hey, this is my first time ok. [it has extra ice-cream in it =D.] and stupid korr drank it without stirring so his mouth got filled with chocolate at the bottom. LOL. but yes, thanks for the shout and long time no talk =].

 
why do people say we look alike? it's OBVIOUS that I'm much better looking right? =P

met some other people on my way back home. seriously, Epping has too many people around that I can never walk out looking like crap. I walked out today looking like this just to get something from the car:
 
and I just so happen to be lucky enough to be seen by our new neighbours [all the old one's have seen worse]. how disgusting. oh btw, check out my eyebrow twitch. I have managed to master the art of eyebrow twitching =P.

...whyi'mgoodthankyou.

reminder:
bake a cake for maths party on Thursday
bake a cake for bio party on Thursday

ps. leng lui Diana. phone me sometime yeah?

I've actually wanted to blog about this a while ago, but got either too busy/lazy to. But yes, NOW I REMEMBERED. for those who don't know, FGM = female genital mutilation [female version of circumcision] I researched on it a few months back (can't remember why) and I really never knew how PAINFUL it was. I'm guessing you guys know about circumcision for guys - trust me, FGM is much worse [imo]. I'll leave the details and facts out for now but yeah, I strongly recommend you to Google it [some of the pictures are quite disturbing though.] really want to do something about it. yes I know, it's none of your business vivo. but seriously, most of the victims ok, sorry for the negative connotation people who went through this did not have a say.
these are some of the reasons they practice it:
[x] custom and tradition
[x] religion; in the mistaken belief that it is a religious requirement
[x] preservation of virginity/chastity
[x] social acceptance, especially for marriage
[x] hygiene and cleanliness
[x] increasing sexual pleasure for the male
[x] family honour
[x] a sense of belonging to the group and conversely the fear of social exclusion
[x] enhancing fertility

I'm sorry, but the things so called "reasons" for doing it that are bolded are just plain bull. GAH. ok, I believe I should change the topic before hitting another 500 words of rant.

on a lighter note. hrm, what did I want to talk about? nothing much really.

Saturday, was unsw open day. got home at.. 11OO+pm the night before and woke up heaps early for the O93O lecture was I was TIRED. crappiest weather of the year. my shoes were filled with water and my jeans were soaked, and they ripped as well ==". so funny how most of the bins on campus were filled with broken and snapped umbrellas. and Katrina and I running around like... I don't know, wet chickens? *flaps my chicken wings. I really like the campus though =P, I think it's much better than usyd. and the lectures are much more interesting. roundhouse was cool =D. got all these freebies [fairy floss, popcorn, pens, red jelly beans, Rubik's cube - I swear it's killing my studies] but my brother was late so no free lunch and  Raymond didn't have the coupons for it when I asked =( meh. oh another funny things was how 1/4 of the medicine lecture was filled with ruse. sigh. met many many people, most of whom I cbb to say "hi" to.

then went city with Katrina and Nicholas. KATRINA AND NICHOLAS. [they hate it when I spell their name in full =P] blah blah blah. met up with Jeff [long time =D], Fred, Ricky then Diana and Flora. kind of lost my patience. I'm sorry. umm, won't expand on what happened cos nothing much did happen. my bad. I take that back. It had it's fun bits, maybe the weather and the fact how I was still slightly sick kidnapped the excitement.

went home early for hotpot and to talk with Jennifer. I hope it helped? oh, Pretty Women was on that night =D. I <33 it no matter how many times I've watched it.

Sunday. went to Macquarie and got my eyes checked and bought random stuff. my eyesight has worsened. gah. but the optometrist was sooooooooo very nice. =] [and not bad looking either =P] jokes, I don't hit on randoms. paid my Uncle and Grandpa a visit. When the Chatswood line is done, I want to visit them every month with beautiful flowers. went out for dinner. seriously shouldn't have done that. I got all bitter and I admit, slightly jealous. meh.

apparently, the school dance this Wednesday is cancelled. which means I don't need to go around asking people to buy my dance ticket off me. how very convenient. feel sorry for people who've spent so much effort and time and money into organising it. I'm sure it would've been awesomely fun on the farm.

wanted to say a huge HI on all the people who deserve a mention and I've met in these past few days. yuh. my time to shut up has come again.

...becausethisislife.

ps. my wave is COOL ok. it is a distinct wave. not window wiping.

yeah. quite self-explanatory. btw, nice gf there ho-ning.

...nothingtosay.

say happy 15Oth to my blog!! yup, that's right, say it loud and cheerfully with a grin at your monitor. =D. can't believe this is only my 150th. I thought it would've been my, I don't know, 1000th? anyway, yes, you can tell I AM excited.

random shout outs before I forget. well, not very random but yeah:
HAPPY 18TH WEI HAO!!
CONGRATULATIONS MIKE LEONG!!

I know there should be 1000x more shout outs than that, but sorry, these are the most recent ones which I can fish out of my peanut-sized brain.

stayed at home today coughing my lungs out. helped mum clean the home a bit.
mum "I'm not touching that area" *points to my desk
me "dw. I wouldn't want to either"
and for Diana who does not believe that I can be messy, here are some photos of my slightly cleaned post-trials mess in a lame attempt to find my keys and mouse today:

 
my slightly cleaned up desk in my room.

 
desk in my sunroom.

bookshelf in sunroom.

I realised that doing maths will cure all sickness. that's right. ALL SICKNESS. the only time when I've stopped coughing was when I was trying to catch up on the 5 weeks of tutoring homework/test corrections in the 2 hours. but then I got too excited in my simple harmonic waves which resulted in the explosion of my beloved apple scented pen:

 
yes, it is unfixable. it just randomly shot outwards towards the sofa when I was drawing a tide graph. [sorry for crappy quality. I used my phone camera]

I saw missK and missC today at pho sam. hi =].

rice rally was awesome. I'll post photos up later. really want to talk a lot about it, but my stomach is hurting too much so yeah, kind of want to end my blog maybe after another 500 words. and It's probably something personal. but yes, it was a fun day yeah? [Katrina + Megan ]

what happened this week? I can only remember what happened after school.
Monday - formal invitation making
Tuesday - iscf leader's meeting + chem tutoring
Wednesday - carlo courted with Diana + maths tutoring. got sick.
Thursday - forgot what happened. but I got home late. OH. I just want to say how nice the guy who works at the Epping Video Ezy is. he only charged me 50c for something that was overdue for a week.
Friday - forgot what happened today too. but yes, got home late as well. and I was too sick to go Crossfire. sorry =(.

Saturday, woke up "uber early" [for a Saturday] and caught train with Tina, Belinda, Sophia and various people we met on the way to Usyd open day. felt so bad for the UTS promo people at the bus stands. and sorry Katrina!! I made her come to all these boring lectures that she wasn't interested in and we missed her pharmacy one. =(. sorry. what a crap friend. I know. the law lecture DID NOT STIR MY INTEREST AT ALL. sorry, but obviously the "art of persuasion" the lady talked about failed quite miserably. went out after 30 minutes with Katrina and talked. =) let's to that another time!! then met up with others blah blah blah. then went city. blah blah blah. [my stomach hurts ok. I cbb to type.] just wanted to say that me and Katrina can become quite pov. LOL.
"I only have 60cent sin my wallet"
"yeah, me too"
and this is when Flora will chuck us a dirty. felt sorry for her two friends. LOL. t'was a fun afternoon =].
walked to my friend's place at Hurstville at around 53O. nearly got lost. IT WAS COLD. and I think that walk made me even more sick. and I died on Sunday, hence, I stayed at home today. and sorry Diana for wasting 5 minutes of your time ranting to you about clutches. LOL. they suck.

ok, my stomach ache has become unbearable and my blog has probably become unbearable for you to read. so-long and fare-well.

...when did we stop dreaming?

ps. just had a AWESOMELY interesting conversation with Kenny Kung the maths king.
"Jay and Sheena weren't in class today either" [me and Kenny are both sick today]
"yeah, they have VA"
"yeh. lol, that would have left Jimmy and Arthur and Haidee... assuming they went to school"
- 1 minute later -
"lol Arthur wasn't at school today either"
"aww, I just realised maths 7 is full of bludgers"
"lol. maybe that's why people are in maths 7"

lol. so true Kenny.

pps. I just wanted to say, I LOVE MATHS SEVEN. probably one of the things I will really miss when I graduate.

my neighbours upstairs are renovating. SO LOUD. I currently have earplugs [they're fluorescent green!!] and it's still penetrating through to my eardrums. and my ears feel suffocated. is that even possible? hi, I'm suffocating my ears, and they're running out of breath now anyway, why am I blogging? I have no idea. probably just bored and have nothing better to do with my miserable life.

what happened lately? OH. the party on Sunday. THE FOOD WAS AWESOME. so nice!! and met up with people who I haven't seen for quite a while. HAPPY BIRTHDAY(S)!! and this reminds me. I remember in year 8 we had this conversation on the 691 [school bus]:
why are there so many people's birthdays in October?
have you realised they're all Chinese?
umm, what does that have to do with it?
Chinese New Year is the longest holiday & our parents got bored.
what about August then?
Christmas.

anyway, that was completely unnecessary. why the hell would we want to track back to when our parents made babies?! because you're retarded vivo. It's my Grandmother's birthday tomorrow. hrm, and it's always Daffodil day as well. seems so long ago when we [prefects] organised the fair. OH. I DEBADGED MYSELF. hahahaha, came to school on Monday and saw the new prefects, felt so awkward. =P

I just realised how very random and unstructured this blog is. It must be the thudding from above. I can't even hear my usual loud clickclacks onto the keyboard. and I can't concentrate or get myself to do any study either. I guess I should be glad this wasn't during my trials. actually, it kind of was. meh.

speaking of trials!! no, I won't go there. It was not good, and I think I'll end up ranting about something which I have already done so excessively.

got school photos back today. Looked so retardedly excited. dude it's school photos, what's so exciting about that.  I don't know either. but they're probably the best ones I've had since year 7. I don't know why, I always look crap in photos, I'm not photogenic at all. no vivo, you look crap in real life too. yes, I know, shut up. does the italics make me sound like I have schizophrenia? like, I'm talking to myself. duh. you are a schitz.
ok, I should probably stop.

I've been getting home late everyday this week. meh. OH. went to Diana's place yesterday during sport. I am such a crappy guest.  you know how guests are supposed to just sit quietly on the sofa looking pretty, shut up and wait to be hosted? I just rummaged through her fridge and started making food. how very rude indeed. sorry!! t'was a nice lunch though =P. then we watched the Olympics ceremony. lol. so much for doing my chemistry and maths tutoring homework. then I attempted to sleep in her study, but the ticking of the zillion clocks in that room grabbed my attention and made my brain too excited to rest.

had this really nice dish tonight, what was it called? it's like pork chop but, beef. beef chop? STEAK! oh gosh, what is happening to my English. but I swear beef chop sounds so much cuter. [chop chop chop]

had church service today. Mike Everett was awesome, made me realise. well, I already knew, but kind of avoided what he talked about. yes, quite challenging and got me thinking a bit. and focus was good =]. even though I didn't organise anything, but catching up with my sisters was really warm. and we finished my strawberry and coffee chocolates <33.

what else what else? I can't think. so I'll shut up. oh!! come to rice rally!! it's on this Saturday. yeah, tell me BEFORE tomorrow lunch [12O8] if you need me to get you tickets. =].

...flyvivofly. I can't.

ps. happy 20th jenny!!
pps. credits to cyanide&happiness:
 
the cruelty of human beings.

wooot. trials are over!!! =D =D =D. [finally =="]. and here's a recount:

Saturday
got uber stressed out. finished writing my English creative today but my powerplay was still a mess. spammed Mrs M. like crazy. THANKYOU SO MUCH [not that she'll ever read this. I hope.] yeah, she was sooooo patient and didn't even get pissed out or anything. also fully lost my appetite.

Sunday
went to Amy's place at 7 cos I got too stressed out. THANKYOU SO MUCH! <33. she got home at like 2am from a 21st and still got up at 7 to read over my English for me. sooo nice of her. and yeah, she calmed me down soo much. mum made hot-pot to help my appetite. well, technically, she didn't "make" it, it was just there. but yeah, didn't help at all.

Monday
woke up at 53O to cram. English paper one. creative? LOL. the stimulus didn't really fit my writing. essay. meh. section one was BAD BAD BAD. I'm going to loose ALL my English marks from there. and Nicholas stressed me out "if its 3 marks you give 7 techniques, if its 5, then you give 12" I DID NOT KNOW THAT. oh crap.

Tuesday
woke up at 53O again. so dumb, should have done module C first, cos I went in order and by the time I got to powerplay, my mind went blank. second English assessment I've written on the spot at ruse. then went to friend's place, and their stupid dog went crazy. LOL. nearly ripped my stockings. baka. had chem tutoring and met Kent on my way their. The walk back home was uber nice.

Wednesday
chem-ed in the morning then 2u-spammed. so stupid for leaving 2005 last. I got so stressed out it wasn't funny. couldn't even sleep properly. completely screwed up my mood.
happy birthday Michael + Ming.

Thursday
2u maths. shut up. I don't want to talk about it.
oh yeah, happy birthday Jae Min.

Friday
chem exam. probably the best one out of the rest - the only one I didn't come out feeling very miserable in. and no, don't expect me to do marvelously well, I'm sure I lost a lot of marks too. BATTERIES WASN'T IN THE EXAM?! I don't know why, but everything that I cram and study for in chem is NEVER in the exam. and I woke up at 53O as well. ==".
went to maths tutoring and chatted to Helen. long time sis =]. and it's the first time I did well in the class test. I bet Jan made it uber easy so that it'll boost our confidence for our trials.

OLYMPICS CEREMONY!! =D =D =D.
no, I fell asleep on the sofa at 113O. I know, lack of pride. I know. shh. my family's already guilt-tripped me. the little girl in red is adorable. =P. [what a pedophile vivo. what a pedophile.]

Weekends
watched ALOT of the Olympics. SO BAD. biggest distraction ever. gah gah gah. I think we had hotpot? can't remember. not like it made my appetite go woah.
HAPPY 3YEAR ANNIVERSARY JENDO!! <33.

Monday
I cannot remember what happened today.

Tuesday
I cannot remember what happened today, except for. OH. I GOT PISSED OFF. [you always get pissed off vivo. nothing exciting you pms queen.] but yeah, my ass was moulding from sitting too much so I went out to grab some lunch. except the cafe I liked closed down? =S it only just opened. newais, so I went across the street towards charcoal chicken. but then, I saw the cafe next to it and went "nar, I'll eat something healthy". I REGRET GOING THERE. such crap service. I hate dislike it when Asians [Chinese] people serve skips in a completely nicer way. it's like, wth, ok I understand that you're nice to them to seem like you're not racist or prejudiced but seriously, it doesn't mean to have to chuck dirties and shout/spit at your fellow yellow-skins. I ordered a focaccia and asked them to heat it up, and the boss yeah, crap service already. I waited. 5 minutes later, a bunch of office people came and she treated them uber nice. ok that was fine. but after another 3 minutes, THEY GOT SERVED. and no, it wasn't because theirs was easier to cook. I mean, how long does it take to heat a piece of bread with some filling inside. then she slammed it onto the counter. yes, I know I'm holding a grudge and yes, I know I'm being very unreasonable. but yeah, I'd rather bad food with good service than good food and bad service. then when I was walking home, I saw Helen again. [stop stalking me]. lol, had a chat and hrm, I think I made her miss her train? =P. my bad.

Wednesday
3u maths. lol.
happy birthday David.

Thursday
Biology. lol.
got a bit menopause-y in the afternoon.
happy birthday Julie.

Friday
neighbours came over in the morning. "oh are you studying? sorry to disturb. BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH." for a very very long time[grr... yeah right you're sorry.]
economics. AHAHAHA. I <3 Ms C.
sorry I dogged you David.

we fail with buses. no, let me rephrase that. SOMEONE [not me] fail with buses. why didn't we just catch the school bus huh? went to video ezy after. then another bus tragedy. WE MISSED OUR STOP TO MACQUARIE. sigh. attempted to shop. that failed too. then sat outside the cinemas watching the Olympics. ahahaha, hobos we are. thanks for the rum+rais'n and hazelnut gelato!! then watched dark knight. Yes I know I'm weird, maybe I was just too brain dead to think it's AWESOME. There was too much hype about it which kind of pushed my expectations up. And it being deep? I dunno, maybe for a superhero movie but I don't see it relating to our lives, so I wasn't deeply affected by it. The ferries part was touching though. oh, and sorry for making noise in one of the part. LOL. it was unexpected ok.

oh, THANKS FOR WALKING ME HOME GUYS [stalkers. lol. jokes.] it was really really appreciated, and I hope you guys didn't get raped on your way back =P. it was a nice walk, probably the best part of the night [ok maybe not]. GHOST STORIES. =D =D =D "let's scare the lady in front" ahahahaha. I'm so slack aye. and the bus ride was quite unexpectedly smooth indeed.

Saturday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENDO!!.
went to Amy's place again. thank you so much!!
what else? nar, I think I've rambled enough to entertain bore you.
so long and farewell! =D

...rice rally next week. be there.

ps. I sincerely hope the US doesn't win the Olympics.
pps. Katrina, I didn't reject your call, my phone switches off when people ring me. sorry.
ppps. I find it extremely hilarious that people keep visiting my blog after searching "UAI calculator" on Google. seriously, it's on the bos website, go there.
pppps. i really shouldn't leave this last, but yeah, thankyou soooo much for all the sis+bros out there. I would have never survived without the amazing help from our Father in heaven.