my neighbours upstairs are renovating. SO LOUD. I currently have earplugs [they're fluorescent green!!] and it's still penetrating through to my eardrums. and my ears feel suffocated. is that even possible? hi, I'm suffocating my ears, and they're running out of breath now anyway, why am I blogging? I have no idea. probably just bored and have nothing better to do with my miserable life.

what happened lately? OH. the party on Sunday. THE FOOD WAS AWESOME. so nice!! and met up with people who I haven't seen for quite a while. HAPPY BIRTHDAY(S)!! and this reminds me. I remember in year 8 we had this conversation on the 691 [school bus]:
why are there so many people's birthdays in October?
have you realised they're all Chinese?
umm, what does that have to do with it?
Chinese New Year is the longest holiday & our parents got bored.
what about August then?
Christmas.

anyway, that was completely unnecessary. why the hell would we want to track back to when our parents made babies?! because you're retarded vivo. It's my Grandmother's birthday tomorrow. hrm, and it's always Daffodil day as well. seems so long ago when we [prefects] organised the fair. OH. I DEBADGED MYSELF. hahahaha, came to school on Monday and saw the new prefects, felt so awkward. =P

I just realised how very random and unstructured this blog is. It must be the thudding from above. I can't even hear my usual loud clickclacks onto the keyboard. and I can't concentrate or get myself to do any study either. I guess I should be glad this wasn't during my trials. actually, it kind of was. meh.

speaking of trials!! no, I won't go there. It was not good, and I think I'll end up ranting about something which I have already done so excessively.

got school photos back today. Looked so retardedly excited. dude it's school photos, what's so exciting about that.  I don't know either. but they're probably the best ones I've had since year 7. I don't know why, I always look crap in photos, I'm not photogenic at all. no vivo, you look crap in real life too. yes, I know, shut up. does the italics make me sound like I have schizophrenia? like, I'm talking to myself. duh. you are a schitz.
ok, I should probably stop.

I've been getting home late everyday this week. meh. OH. went to Diana's place yesterday during sport. I am such a crappy guest.  you know how guests are supposed to just sit quietly on the sofa looking pretty, shut up and wait to be hosted? I just rummaged through her fridge and started making food. how very rude indeed. sorry!! t'was a nice lunch though =P. then we watched the Olympics ceremony. lol. so much for doing my chemistry and maths tutoring homework. then I attempted to sleep in her study, but the ticking of the zillion clocks in that room grabbed my attention and made my brain too excited to rest.

had this really nice dish tonight, what was it called? it's like pork chop but, beef. beef chop? STEAK! oh gosh, what is happening to my English. but I swear beef chop sounds so much cuter. [chop chop chop]

had church service today. Mike Everett was awesome, made me realise. well, I already knew, but kind of avoided what he talked about. yes, quite challenging and got me thinking a bit. and focus was good =]. even though I didn't organise anything, but catching up with my sisters was really warm. and we finished my strawberry and coffee chocolates <33.

what else what else? I can't think. so I'll shut up. oh!! come to rice rally!! it's on this Saturday. yeah, tell me BEFORE tomorrow lunch [12O8] if you need me to get you tickets. =].

...flyvivofly. I can't.

ps. happy 20th jenny!!
pps. credits to cyanide&happiness:
 
the cruelty of human beings.

wooot. trials are over!!! =D =D =D. [finally =="]. and here's a recount:

Saturday
got uber stressed out. finished writing my English creative today but my powerplay was still a mess. spammed Mrs M. like crazy. THANKYOU SO MUCH [not that she'll ever read this. I hope.] yeah, she was sooooo patient and didn't even get pissed out or anything. also fully lost my appetite.

Sunday
went to Amy's place at 7 cos I got too stressed out. THANKYOU SO MUCH! <33. she got home at like 2am from a 21st and still got up at 7 to read over my English for me. sooo nice of her. and yeah, she calmed me down soo much. mum made hot-pot to help my appetite. well, technically, she didn't "make" it, it was just there. but yeah, didn't help at all.

Monday
woke up at 53O to cram. English paper one. creative? LOL. the stimulus didn't really fit my writing. essay. meh. section one was BAD BAD BAD. I'm going to loose ALL my English marks from there. and Nicholas stressed me out "if its 3 marks you give 7 techniques, if its 5, then you give 12" I DID NOT KNOW THAT. oh crap.

Tuesday
woke up at 53O again. so dumb, should have done module C first, cos I went in order and by the time I got to powerplay, my mind went blank. second English assessment I've written on the spot at ruse. then went to friend's place, and their stupid dog went crazy. LOL. nearly ripped my stockings. baka. had chem tutoring and met Kent on my way their. The walk back home was uber nice.

Wednesday
chem-ed in the morning then 2u-spammed. so stupid for leaving 2005 last. I got so stressed out it wasn't funny. couldn't even sleep properly. completely screwed up my mood.
happy birthday Michael + Ming.

Thursday
2u maths. shut up. I don't want to talk about it.
oh yeah, happy birthday Jae Min.

Friday
chem exam. probably the best one out of the rest - the only one I didn't come out feeling very miserable in. and no, don't expect me to do marvelously well, I'm sure I lost a lot of marks too. BATTERIES WASN'T IN THE EXAM?! I don't know why, but everything that I cram and study for in chem is NEVER in the exam. and I woke up at 53O as well. ==".
went to maths tutoring and chatted to Helen. long time sis =]. and it's the first time I did well in the class test. I bet Jan made it uber easy so that it'll boost our confidence for our trials.

OLYMPICS CEREMONY!! =D =D =D.
no, I fell asleep on the sofa at 113O. I know, lack of pride. I know. shh. my family's already guilt-tripped me. the little girl in red is adorable. =P. [what a pedophile vivo. what a pedophile.]

Weekends
watched ALOT of the Olympics. SO BAD. biggest distraction ever. gah gah gah. I think we had hotpot? can't remember. not like it made my appetite go woah.
HAPPY 3YEAR ANNIVERSARY JENDO!! <33.

Monday
I cannot remember what happened today.

Tuesday
I cannot remember what happened today, except for. OH. I GOT PISSED OFF. [you always get pissed off vivo. nothing exciting you pms queen.] but yeah, my ass was moulding from sitting too much so I went out to grab some lunch. except the cafe I liked closed down? =S it only just opened. newais, so I went across the street towards charcoal chicken. but then, I saw the cafe next to it and went "nar, I'll eat something healthy". I REGRET GOING THERE. such crap service. I hate dislike it when Asians [Chinese] people serve skips in a completely nicer way. it's like, wth, ok I understand that you're nice to them to seem like you're not racist or prejudiced but seriously, it doesn't mean to have to chuck dirties and shout/spit at your fellow yellow-skins. I ordered a focaccia and asked them to heat it up, and the boss yeah, crap service already. I waited. 5 minutes later, a bunch of office people came and she treated them uber nice. ok that was fine. but after another 3 minutes, THEY GOT SERVED. and no, it wasn't because theirs was easier to cook. I mean, how long does it take to heat a piece of bread with some filling inside. then she slammed it onto the counter. yes, I know I'm holding a grudge and yes, I know I'm being very unreasonable. but yeah, I'd rather bad food with good service than good food and bad service. then when I was walking home, I saw Helen again. [stop stalking me]. lol, had a chat and hrm, I think I made her miss her train? =P. my bad.

Wednesday
3u maths. lol.
happy birthday David.

Thursday
Biology. lol.
got a bit menopause-y in the afternoon.
happy birthday Julie.

Friday
neighbours came over in the morning. "oh are you studying? sorry to disturb. BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH." for a very very long time[grr... yeah right you're sorry.]
economics. AHAHAHA. I <3 Ms C.
sorry I dogged you David.

we fail with buses. no, let me rephrase that. SOMEONE [not me] fail with buses. why didn't we just catch the school bus huh? went to video ezy after. then another bus tragedy. WE MISSED OUR STOP TO MACQUARIE. sigh. attempted to shop. that failed too. then sat outside the cinemas watching the Olympics. ahahaha, hobos we are. thanks for the rum+rais'n and hazelnut gelato!! then watched dark knight. Yes I know I'm weird, maybe I was just too brain dead to think it's AWESOME. There was too much hype about it which kind of pushed my expectations up. And it being deep? I dunno, maybe for a superhero movie but I don't see it relating to our lives, so I wasn't deeply affected by it. The ferries part was touching though. oh, and sorry for making noise in one of the part. LOL. it was unexpected ok.

oh, THANKS FOR WALKING ME HOME GUYS [stalkers. lol. jokes.] it was really really appreciated, and I hope you guys didn't get raped on your way back =P. it was a nice walk, probably the best part of the night [ok maybe not]. GHOST STORIES. =D =D =D "let's scare the lady in front" ahahahaha. I'm so slack aye. and the bus ride was quite unexpectedly smooth indeed.

Saturday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENDO!!.
went to Amy's place again. thank you so much!!
what else? nar, I think I've rambled enough to entertain bore you.
so long and farewell! =D

...rice rally next week. be there.

ps. I sincerely hope the US doesn't win the Olympics.
pps. Katrina, I didn't reject your call, my phone switches off when people ring me. sorry.
ppps. I find it extremely hilarious that people keep visiting my blog after searching "UAI calculator" on Google. seriously, it's on the bos website, go there.
pppps. i really shouldn't leave this last, but yeah, thankyou soooo much for all the sis+bros out there. I would have never survived without the amazing help from our Father in heaven.