...quite screwed indeed

ps. this is my first blog with a table =D. how very exciting.

guess what mum said to me when I woke up
"I need to clean out my wardrobe" wow.
5 minutes later, I see a pile of jackets WHICH BELONGED TO ME. yes, MOI, on her bed. [our jackets are in the same wardrobe]
being still only 1/2 awake, or more "correctly", 1/2 asleep: "whhhat the hell are you chucking out my jackets for" [yes I actually had the grammatical errors whilst talking, not because I'm mentally retarded now]
"oh, I don't like them"
"..but they're not yours. AND MY PINK ADIDAS. WHY?!"
"it doesn't look good on you. actually, I just tried it, it doesn't look good on me either."
"great. why don't you go through your jackets first"
"yeah I did. hey, I think a lot of them will suit you cos I'm too fat for them now"
"no thanks. just chuck them out."
"nar, I'll leave them here for you"

in the end, the pile of clothes that's going to st vinnies, or maybe a few family friends [why would they want my clothes? O____________-o|| ] had a ratio of 6:4 [me:mum].

yes, that is my exciting story of the day. ARE YOU EXCITED?! cos I am totally thrilled.

ok. ignore the mini paragraph above.

I think only when I'm 25 would I be able to wear whatever I want. actually, that's the age when I can't wear nothing but business suits. aww dang.

...sex!

ps. I've always wanted to blog about that since the beginning of life. no, that was a joke, and a lie. I didn't even knew sex existed until end of year five when some lady taught us about sex education and puberty which completely ruined my childhood innocence. I've always thought kissing will give you a baby? hey, that's what you see in movies ok. a guy and a girl kiss and wallah! the girl's pregnant with a 5month old foetus doing one of those ultra sound 3 minutes after they kissed on film. and now I feel like saying one of those "ah McCain, it's a miracle again!"

please, ignore what I say in this blog. it's a load of unstructured and [insert sophisticated word] ramble.

randomly remembered about this drama

it has a movie with it too:

I have to say, Erika Sawajiri > YUI in the productions

still remember the days of 1 litre of tears. LOL. and all the other jap dramas I used to watch. so going to watch them all after the hsc.

...appreciatelife

I'm in a complaining mood right now.

I dislike some particular individuals who hang out at libraries to supposedly study swear and yabber on with an invisible amplifier talk loudly in their native fob language.

snippets of their convo:
om____ wt____ are ____ing limits. why is this ____ so ____-ing hard. ____ man, help me do this ____ing question. ____ I cb____ed. hey I'm ____ing hungry, let's go eat.

why do they bother going to the library I wonder.

meh. I'm just being bitchy.

but I did one maths paper in 2hours at my stay at the libary.
wooooot =D =D =D

I've been neglecting my marimo [sorry john], so I'll give it some attention now:
 
I believe it's quite adorable. [check out my dimple that only shows up in photos and makes me look like I have a double chin]

 
awww. just look at it. <33

 
marimu&marimo` the 2 lovers on my desk. I hope they're still alive. need to water it.

...nic is cool

I really hate dislike it when I sit and stare at a geometry question for yonks looking like a tool. why do I never see the link?

it must be cos I'm naturally talented at being dumb.

AN I STILL CAN'T FIGURE IT OUT. and it's only a 2u 1994 ruse paper Q4ii

damn I like Katrina's most recent blog. angry blogs are awesome. freak. I keep wanting to fall asleep even though I get 9 hours a day. what is happening? I shall nerd at Epping library today after my maths exam. should I study for it? I only have 10 minutes left, including getting rid of my bed hair. meh. I shan't. tutoring exams aren't for you to study for, it's supposed to TELL YOU what you need to study for. right? hopefully it's really really hard so I'll feel crap afterwards and get uber motivated.

meh.

...thankyou for reading my boring blog
in fact,
I really don't care.

was reading Jae's blog.
so very true.
yet.
so very sad.

reminded me of a verse
Luke 6:37? not sure, wait I'll look it up. ok, here it is:

37"Do not judge, and you will not be judged. Do not condemn, and you will not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven.

I need to take it to heart. I can be so hypocritical at times. >___< read someone's comment about
"hate the sin. love the person."
nice.

I am struggling:
Proverbs 6:6-11
6 Go to the ant, you sluggard;
       consider its ways and be wise!
7 It has no commander,
       no overseer or ruler,
8 yet it stores its provisions in summer
       and gathers its food at harvest.
9 How long will you lie there, you sluggard?
       When will you get up from your sleep?
10 A little sleep, a little slumber,
       a little folding of the hands to rest-
11 and poverty will come on you like a bandit
       and scarcity like an armed man.

http://www.bible.org/page.php?page_id=3986
love it.

...need to chem

answers without questions. questions without answers. not to mention the missing ruse papers.

...why I dislike love bio

...yuh

what you are trying to do

and what am I trying to do

...damn. stuff it all.

was watching the trailer for 我的最愛, and they said this:

"現代愛情五大不可相信:
不可相信你的好朋友
不可相信你的男朋友
不可相信你的女朋友
不可相信任何承諾
最後...
連自己也不可相信"

lol. hilarious.

...studytime =]

so cold. so hungry.

THANK YOU NIMASHI. lol. I was at home happily procrastinating then she sms-ed "hey are you doing etlc test today". btw, i thought you were going to quit? =S.

GAAAAAAAAAH.

then I rushed out with my bed hair without eating lunch and only 1/2 breakfast. cos by the time she sms-ed me, the test had already started. I've always thought it was next week? I swear the notification was misleading.

what a boring story of the day.

I feel like drooling.

did you know, ice-cream taste the best at -12degrees Celsius?

 
I want this at my wedding.

 
haven't been to yumcha in ages. gah. EGGTART <33

 
someone shout me sushi. please?

 
reminds me of jimmy jing.

korean canned coffee are yummy =].

...you never will

I'd rather not be reminded.

...promise me

...is it really there

feeling a little weird.
last night's convo was nice =).
haven't done that since.. *blink. I don't even remember.

...dangit

wow.
so quick.
so scary.

Sunday
went to lunch with Asa today at Kenny's cafe =]. yumm. and had a nice talk / catch-up. damn, i can't go to crossfire camp =(. then I spammed economics the rest of the day. got a bit stressed and phoned Ms.c  twice to ask about some stuff. she's AWESOMELY NICE and patient. <33 her. chucked my first all-nighter in my life. wooot. an experience I never want to have ever again. pretty funny how at 5am, everyone who was left online were eco crammers, people who watch soccer and a few weirdos who have nothing better to do with their lives. value your sleep man, you'll live longer.

Monday
major pms day. nicht gud. had a really bad stomach ache for 1/2 the day which made me crankier than ever. thought I was going to get my periods - obviously not. it was also photo day. ewwww, MAJOR EYEBAGS. but Katrina looked uber pretty [the photographer let me check out on her and my photos]. menopause-ed during chem cos some individual was being very inconsiderate and insensitive. go away. accidentally slept through prefect meeting cos I was so tired. then had Ms.m's afternoon tea which I longed for since the day she announced it. so funny how on-one brought a dish and at 7/eleven, everyone was just there buying the special items. =P. asian-ness to the max. then Belinda gave me a lift home, and stupid me, left my pirate costume in her car so I couldn't try out my outfit. sigh (Katrina says DUCK)

Tuesday
muckup photos. I think we also went through the 3u maths paper? or was it on Monday? meh. also had prefect and formal grade photos which were in order of height. "WOW vivo. I never knew you were so SHORT". yeah thanks, greatly appreciated. totally warms up my heart. Diana was so pretty and graceful in her kimono, and Flora in her Spanish dress. just stunning. Katrina looks fabulous as usual [damn I'm jealous =P] and I looked like a farmer disguised in a pirate hat. and yes, many many other people looked WOW. but I cbb to expand. meh. check out my photos for details. [live spaces decided to only upload 1/3 of my photos, so the newest albums are incomplete.] got bio results back. I PASSED!!! =D =D =D. clap clap for me. lol. then t'was leader's meeting, but because we were all locked out and i was starving, I ended up joining another afternoon tea instead. the one on Tuesday was MUCH better. played mafia.
kat: are you the mafia?
me: no
[10 minutes later]
someone shouts out: vivo is a mafia
kat: no she's not

aww, sorry to break your trust Katrina. I <33 you. then bummed in the front law waiting for our parents. I like Adrian's cow. and Josh was on a high from charades. LOL. "let's play 3-person charades"

then had chem tutoring after with Sophia. t'was so cold when I was walking home. Diana: "keep telling yourself you're hot and you'll warm up"
it didn't work.

Wednesday
learnt our kung-fu panda dance for final prefect assembly. LOL. nice Neera =P. then attempted to do some Hakuna Matata, but failed miserably. I shan't expand on what happened that afternoon. meh.
then was maths tutoring. meh.
then t'was the src dance which I took 15 minutes preparing for and had to put makeup on in the car, in the dark. gosh, I turned out crap. [once again, the photos aren't uploading properly - please perve later] it was a disappointment. actually, I didn't expect much to begin with, so now I'll just cross out the word disappointment I typed previously. compared to Valentines, t'was quite bad. and what's with the DJ who's "too cool" to play any "gay music". hypocritical much? and cutting all the songs I like?! especially heaven, what the heck?! 10 seconds of it and it got changed.
I was also too tired to get all active and entertaining. sorry Diana I made your parents get pissed off at you. ><". and Flora? was it really boring for you? gah.
oh also, thanks heaps Katrina for lifting me home.
once again, cbb to expand.

Thursday
what happened today? OH. handwriting course in the morning. freak. lol. "you have problems with your grip, your posture, the way you hold your paper down, the way you tilt your head, your finger's flexibility and strength, the inconsistent letter size and shape, the fact how your tails goes into the line below..." and the list goes on. wonderful.
stayed back after school today for a bit for no reason.
oh I remember now, I got eco back and got all depressed then made Nicholas buy me icecream. =]
can't remember what else happened.
OH, went to Chatswood after school. sushi train is yummy =]. and I love Thursday night markets. someone come with me another day!! oh, and my mum bought me a pair of heels which were size 5 1/2. and I still need two padding for each foot so that it won't slip. [mum lost the receipt so no refund/exchange] meh. having small feet is a beauty in ancient China  - yes, I need an ego boost fro feeling depressed over always being shoo-ed to the kids section for shoes.

Friday
english was my only period. then t'was double free, double vnr and final prefects assembly. woke up uber early and got to school at 7:50. but SOMEONE was LATE and got to school at 8:15. made me wait 25 minutes IN THE COLD. *glares. then hung out in the art rooms practicing our dance with Stephanie and Sophia.YES STEPH, WE SHALL SAY "NO" TO BULLIES.
double free was comfortable. rambled on about nothing. and I accidentally finished 1/2 of Nicholas' lunch. sorry.
then t'was assembly preparation. meh. I screwed up the dance after all.
the response was actually a lot better than we expected, even though it was so last-minute. and Jarrah's video was THE awesome. Leo, scarred me for life. O__________________-o|| can't believe it's all ended now.
then went to Nicholas' place after school with Katrina. watched Perfect Stranger, which probably scarred Royce for life. sorry. then Adrian and Diana joined. and I did something during our delicious "meal". freak. blah blah blah. oh, his mum taught me and Diana how to make fried egg. so pro. and she wouldn't let me go home myself, and gave me a lift home. gah. I'm still feeling guilty. when I got home, I had to rush back out to give Neera something and mum was just like "wth". lol.
cbb to type. bye. <33

...everybody loves kung fu fighting

ps. XDD is adorably fat.
pps. matt lam still owes me lollies
ppps. mini olympics. lol. JONES WON.