chem
total disappointment.
congrats to Diana and Katrina =].
dunno what Flora got, but I'm sure she did superb =P

2umaths
I shall listen to Leona's advice and stay silent, even though I've probably ranted excessively already. congrats to Louise you pro pro prop girl!!
thank you Leona and Diana for the comfort =]. and surprisingly, my mum wasn't bad either. I feel what mr W feels.. if he's feeling the way I think he is. MEH. I'm actually quite pissed and disappointed at myself. meh.
nic, it's ok to beat me now. I'll just own you in the trials and the hsc =]

weeeee~ 3u maths tomorrow. oh the excitement. hint for dumb people: sarcasm expressed.

WHAT AM I DOING?! such a sad sad subject to be blogging about.

I shall recount this week at school. and you shall stop stalking me stranger.

tuesday
FINALLY SAW MY BELOVED 2 SHORTIES + 1 TALLIE
nothing much happened I don't think. went iscf leaders after school. then I needed the toilet cos me and josh wanted to go to the preaching seminar. EXCEPT ALL OF THEM WERE LOCKED. then Alan came to the rescue and unlocked the hall for me =D. wow, you are legend.
me and josh pigged out like crazy at maccas. how awesome was the seminar?! very. =]. just felt like answering my rhetorical question. what technique is that? hypophora? procatalepsis? sigh. look what english do to us.
then we had very nice chats in mr B's car with Steve. interesting stuff =]. then mr B drove me home. thank you!

wednesday
I don't recall anything extraordinary happening in class. probably just the usual bullying from Nimashi in eco. I know she loves me. she's just in denial. after school was PREFECT COUNTING. the excitement man. kind of sad that we'll be "de-badged" soon and how the prefect body really hasn't become anywhere near a "family" as such. meh. I'm sure the upcoming ones will do an awesome job. =D. [ice-cream bribes still accepted]
then it was etlc. and Lakna was there =D. did so bad in the class test cos I didn't go last week. meh. I still probably came near the top. "it's not cos your smart, it's just the others are..." - my bro. yes, I know. I'm not smart.

OH MY BROTHER CAME BACK!! =D =D =d. <--- hey check out the mutant. and he bought me stuff <333.

 
blueberry cheesecake I made for my bro // berry cheesecake

thursday
bio. was. funny. in a way. can't be bothered to talk about school.
I saw Felix, Vivien and Jeff today at my hometown!! <333. ahh, always nice to catch up. =]

meh. I cant' be bothered to finish the blog properly.

...sigh. I'M IN LOVE.

ps. for those who don't get it, there's a saying that went "people who sigh a lot are in love". oh yeah, and I'm totally in love with you. notice the "oh" my dears.
pps. mini olympics tomorrow = mufti
ppps. what are we doing for muck-up my bumchums?
pppps. popcorn chicken is not a Chinese food.
ppppps. just for the sake of having a ppppps.

豁出去漫遊不通知親友
那快感少有那管想去多久
抱得你未夠於這裡悶透
才誓死跟你逛盡地球

何必每件壯舉都需要理由
伴你去出走
快活而內疚不管舉世追究
願扣上你雙手
自繁華浪處到沙丘戀愛
能有幸這樣放肆至足夠

別再管誰咒你曾經荒謬
闖蕩異地亦未枉相戀
超出煩惱的禁忌
視世上人不理
想早晚能見你
曾經反叛也是我運氣
天與地年老了不再飛
無那份勇氣

怕一世未能沙礪中擁吻
有了你先有這最淒美質感
縱使有地震不因我犯禁
誰話你壞人不減吸引

明知我做錯過的總要奉還
但我愛一眼
有自由浩歎都深刻過不散
讓你我似走犯
在窮途入教堂進諫上帝
求你讓我共愛侶過更多晚

代價高仍愛你曾經荒謬
天與地逃過約束拋開生死
這樣也許了不起
但有一日轟烈乏味
就讓彼此都別戀他人也不忘記
別個再沒法比
瘋過後能放棄
回家安樂過亦有運氣
不顧忌
才瞭解喜與悲能以後銘記

人有天總怕死才注定別離

...shh let's elope

cry.

I am speechless.

and you might ask "how can you be blogging during exams?!

meh.

who gives.

I don't think I care anymore.

I don't even have the strength to be pissed.

should I be?

meh.

go away.

I don't care what you think.

...o4moretofail

katrina, I just read your blog

CALCIUM IS NOT BLUE. IT'S BRICK RED. with white ppt when added with SO42-

COPPER COPPER COPPER IS BLUE!!

*smacks your head. see, I love you so much I screwed up my colour palette just for you =].

to do list
maths 2u papers
maths 3u papers
maths organise note books
eng paragraph on levertov
eng "essay"[thanks emily! <3333333333]
eng memorise essay
eco past papers
eco notes
eco plan
chem past papers
chem revise notes
chem homework sheets
chem research
bio research
bio START STUDYING
bio notes
bio past papers

...so not prepared

I love the way it feels when you touch my hand
Don't wanna let you go
I love the way you say that I am your man
Don't understand why we can't go on and go on
Don't understand why
You don't belong in my arms

Ohh

And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight
Would you come back to me
And even if I walked on the water
Would you come out to sea
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me

It's funny how my heart just won't let it go
I just don't understand
It's crazy how the pain seems to overflow
The memories of you here with me by my side
I can't deny that you are the love of my life

And I still cry for you
And I would die for you
I can't believe all the words I heard you say
And I still long for you
And I was strong for you
I can't believe that you'd throw it all away

Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me

...than walk away

I am so angry right now.

...you would rather fight

so tired. it's 12OO and I still haven't done a thing. cos mum's been rambling on about her day yesterday, and I sat there listening patiently.

hrm, what happened this week? OH. sunday was painful. disliked it very much. and monday and tuesday, gosh I'm so pissed off, waste of my life. totally stuffed up my studying schedule. wednesday, went to maths tutoring and realised we had a mid-term exam. I never pay attention to exams at tutoring. so I never end up studying for them and then they'll think I'm very dumb. blergh.

thursday was handwriting remediation course. t'was.. very interesting? I love my putty. and I also had acupuncture for the very first time!! how exciting.

had chem morning class yesterday. actually, no we didn't, cos ms M didn't turn up so I woke up 1.5 hours earlier for nothing. meh, did a bit of work in the library instead. and we had double free. me, nic and ivan were working so well, until kat came. LOL. JOKES. your disturbance was very much appreciated. where was diana all this time? then flora and jae joined for recess. blah blah blah. oh maths was goooooooooood. apart from the snappings made by arthur. "hey, my snaps are witty". LOL.

after school me kat and flo along with our admirer jaeminpark  [oh snapped =P] went to nic's place. his mum is super nice. and the food is just wow wow wow. "I didn't eat 5, I ONLY ate 4 curry puffs" - kat. LOL. and me and kat played with his cat. katria was so slack:
*makes the cat go for the food in her hand, then at the last moment, withdraw her hand.
but it was fun =). and we mucked around a bit in his room. so spoilt. then we studied a bit. [sorry kat if I made you feel crap]. hrm, year8 boys aren't that bad after all. =P

...you belong