nothing much happened this week. I don't think.

Monday's highlight
chemistry
[me sitting opposite Michael, zoning out]
[ms M comes along]
ms M: Vivien, why are you so quiet today?
me: but I'm always quiet.
Michael: we just broke up
ms M: [bursts out laughing]
me: ms M, why are you laughing. we just broke up. it's not very nice you know.
ms M: [laughs harder]
---1O minutes later---
[me and Michael sitting together zoning out again]
ms M: you were joking right?
me: "no, I'm serious. Michael just dumped me"
ms M: [bursts out laughing]

and we both told her off. lol.

ps. for the idiots out there, highlight --> it was a joke.

Tuesday's highlight
what happened today? I can't remember. had double eco. and I think our whole class told ms C off giving all of us a B for conduct. actually, she was saying how Daniel went up to her and said "ms C you DOGGED your whole eco class" LOL. and she was very very shocked. =P

then had iscf leader's meeting. which was always nice =]. and a gruesome 2hours of chem with Chris. I regret sitting next to him.

Wednesday
did anything happen? all I remember is getting 92% for my maths test at tutoring. oh I did recycling, with Nic's assistance. fun. =].

Thursday
Church service!! this was supposed to be my well anticipated 1st lesson of "Handwriting Remediation Course". I arrived at school at 7:45 and started doing some maths on the bench, in the cold. O8OO the room was empty. O8O5 the room was empty. O81O the room was empty. and yeah, I got pissed off and helped out with Church Service instead. fun =]. how awesome was Gary?! and the music group and VJ's mc-ing and the prayers. oh, and off course mr W. lol. "that was quite embarrassing".

focus was nice. we just talked and sister-bonded. HAPPY 18TH LILLY AD AARON.

Friday
HAPPY 21ST BROTHER BEAR!! [yay!! it's pink!!]here's a dedication:
 
BROTHER BEAR!!
 
wow. I haven't taken a photo with you since.. 4th Nov last year. spam with me when you come back!! hope you're having fun =].

today we had a double free. and I had a very nice talk with ms C. I'm so glad she didn't ask me how many hours I do a night. she'll probably flame me like crazy. LOL. *hi5 Fred. then t'was Shave for a Cure. oh, excitement. JESS YOU ARE SO BRAVE!! and so beautiful. your head is like flawless, and in such a nice round shape. =D =D =D. and welcome back Mike. long time no see =].

went GJ's with Kathy, Marina and Yenna. [wow. I can sort through names alphabetically.] then bench-ed, then library-ed. had a very nice talk with Marina. aww I love her. "I always thought you were very Jap-ed // I always thought you were Taiwanese" lol. I hope that's a compliment cos Nic said most Taiwanese are pretty. I never thought so. hi Jae. oh, and someone was very fag-ish to me today. made me sad. =(

...somewhere in the right

pps. Diana and Flora??? O_______________o|| miss yous. <33

weeee today was fun =]. it was raining when I was in the car so I thought "oh crap" but then it got all sunny and nice =]. but yeh, got to school 8 minutes late.. so sorry! and zomgsh, Kat was wearing so little, but very attractively hot. *winks. where was Flora? and I thought Diana would be there..

split off in groups: Kat/me Nic/Anna Fred/Aman. I told Anna to watch out for Nic. AND I WAS RIGHT!! okok, won't say anything to humiliate him in public. HE GOT LOST. me and Kat raised the most money as well, I wonder why [cos we're good looking. duh.] oh, and we saw Guan people. then went to Nic's place and his mum drove me home. =P so nice. and she gave my 2curry puffs!! *drools.

but I didn't get to see his cat =(. [yes, the cat gets a special paragraph. jealous?]

got home and. meh. then Kat called me when I was sleeping so I fell out of bed. we had a very nice chat. ROFLMAO. she made me have a laughing fit with a stomach ache, so I ended up rolling on the floor clutching my stomach. it was hilarious.

newais, just got home and I realised I haven't done any work today. shall study =].

...you're never wrong

been sending sms' to my bro lately. kind of miss him. and I'm kind of jealous. LOL.

just wanted to post 2 random photos I found today:

LOL. when was this you ask me?!?! no idea. all I know is that we've become "slightly" less entertaining and more aesthetically appealing (I hope).

another attractive photo.

...hold your head up high

ps. and you'll ask me what mum said about my reports? she left it on my desk when I showed it to her. worse than when I told her my estimate.

oh the excitement every single one of us felt. the thrill was just overwhelming. Totally loved every single bit of the collecting report experience.

surprisingly, I didn't come last for bio. WOW. big achievement. and congrats to Adrian who beat me. LOL. by one rank. =P. sorry, needed the ego boost. and also congrats to nic who did so well in 2u maths. oh and James!! WTH. WORST RANKING IS 8th?!?!?! if only you came 5th, and your reports would be quite aesthetically appealing [an A.P.]!!

today began pretty crappily. was supposed to wake up at O645 but ended up sleeping in until O8OO. and the Epping bus didn't come, once again. so I arrived at school just on time and completely missed out on morning chemistry. [but apparently ms M wasn't there?] meh. then double free wasn't that great. the highlight was probably when Kat came and we got into a laughing fit from my papaya milk which obviously enlarged our boobs cos by the end of the double free, we all had D-cups, yes including Jaemin. I WAS ONLY JOKING YOU IDIOT =). <-- highlight if you're confused.

Sunil missed out on my cupcakes again. and he did something quite funny in chem which me and Kathy laughed about. real smoooooth buddy. prayer week at ISCF during lunch. I was nervous, and it was cold. so I stuttered like crazy and completely didn't follow my script. oh and the laptop didn't work despite Quentin and Bosco's attempts so the PowerPoint I made Quentin do was wasted. sorry. but yeah, thanks heaps to Tiff!! and all my other bro's and sis' for the encouragement.

had a sub for bio. OH HAD A SUB FOR ENGLISH TOO. what enjoyment me and Emily had together working under the stare. and during bio, me and Kenny just slaved our ass off doing maths. [hey I did some bio too!!] and we made a bet on 5 of my jellybeans for this maths question AND HE LOST mwahahahaha. but still gave him jellybeans anyway. because I feel bad for making him change his answers to this question we handed in to Mr W. and he was right before I convinced him he wasn't. tut tut, shouldn't trust people so easily like that maths king.

then t'was the hangout at Gloria's with the army of chem students including the lostie Marina.
[Yenna hides Marina's caramel slice]
Marina "wow Kathy, did I finish my food already?!"
Kathy "yeah"
Marina "omgsh, I'm so dumb I didn't even realise that"

LOL. nop. nothing interesting here to read. =P.

and nothing interesting here either. oh btw, HI KAT.

...Sometimes,
I wanna get away some place,
But I don't wanna stay too long.

cbb to say anything. I'm just posting this up to make my blog feel loved.

What I made today:

sunny, remember to come find me before I run out =].

when permutations and combinations becomes handy:

but this won't stop me from hating loving it.

...I wanna feel the rain in my hair

wow. I haven't blogged in a relatively long period of time. slept at 2:3O, woke up at 6:3O. and I had to choose my clothes in the dark cos my beautiful Grandma was sleeping in the room. turned out looking like a fob, according to Diana.

why aren't I sleeping right now? I don't know. I think I'm on a high from marina's supposedly tiramisu coffee which tasted like normal coffee infested with her beautiful germs. LOL. jokes. I love you.

I can't be bothered talking about his week. my brain is too dead to think. OH WE GOT OUR ESTIMATES. full stop. had chem morning class today. but I went EXTRA early for some reason and ended up sleeping in front of CO1 and ms M had to wake me. what embarrassment. blah blah blah. and I might as well warn you now: THIS IS GOING TO BE A VERY BORING BLOG COS MY WELLBEING>YOUR ENTERTAINMENT. and Nic would describe me as a very very uncaring child. yes, I totally agree.

spent my double free with Tiff. thank you so much!! lol. all these random and embarrassing things I did. I just want to dig a hole now. and also, I did something very bitchy and slack today in the library. and I want to slap myself for it. now this reminds me of our GJ conversation about me having a "slap-face" which Kathy misheard and thought we meant "slut-face". lol. this afternoon was nice and fun yeah?

and now back to why I stayed up so late. because I was doing my English paragraphs which ms M said was due and threatened to flame us. but she didn't end up flaming anyone today. I want to say: THANKYOU SO MUCH EMILY!! <33. so pro at English. I so wish I could be 1/2 as eloquent as you. yes, you are an inspiration to me =]. and also thank you to Jason and Edward for rewording my sentences that made no sense what-so-ever. oh also, thanks Jason for the "chem terms" you typed up. so kind-hearted. I wish you a secure ranking (and not be assassinated by the fellow queens you're pimping).

Katrina and Flora. Haven't seen/talked to you two in a while. missing me? =D =D =D.

and I just realised how much I say the words "I/me/my" in my blogs. I dislike it. feels so self-absorbed. and to make up for it, I shall spam you with YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU Y0U YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU spot the odd one out!! =P.

yes I know. this is a very very very old viral. but it's still one of my favourites.

...I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

ps. jellybeans are cool.

I used to LOVE this band. I think it was Phoebe ? Maggie? or Jess? who got me in love with them. btw, where are you Jess? I have your present lying on my desk...

these are the lyrics of one of their songs I used to listen over and over again:

ハナムケ
花が咲いて 散りゆくように
出逢いの数だけ別れがある ...You know it. too
割り切れない寂しさなら
その想いごと引き連れて往(ゆ)こう ...I have to go
今、未来に期待できるのは
'君に逢えた'という かけがえない印(しるし)があるから
You know? ...you know
ハナムケには いつものように さよならしよう
「じゃあ、またね」と まるでまた翌日(あす)会うみたいに
...So I don't say 'good-bye'
夢に敗(やぶ)れ 立ち尽くせば
話も彼もが「頑張れ」って容易(たやす)く言う ...I used to do
友達でも 恋人さえ
見守ること それしかできない時もある
もしも何かを諦めなくちゃならない時が来ても
絶望なんかしないで…君も
No no no
ハナムケなら 涙じゃなくて 笑顔見せて
今日を限りに もう逢えないと解(わか)ってても
...Please don't say 'good-bye'
遠い 遠い 未来に 君と見た夢(Dream)
君の頬に一片(ヒトヒラ)貼り付いてた花弁(ハナビラ)
だけど気付かないフリした
今日を限りに もう逢えないと知ってるから
…切ないくらい
ハナムケには いつものように さよならしよう
「じゃあ、またね」と まるでまた翌日(あす)会うみたいに
...So I don't say 'good-bye'

yay!! my beloved jap bumchums, you guys can practice on it now =].

...oh no, not you again

ps. uai estimates tomorrow. how very exciting.

lol. and this is all diana's fault!!

MY GOAL
for those who can't read properly, I repeat, this is MY GOAL. not what I'm getting, or what I will ever come close to getting.

...seems so unrealistic, so far fetched

I've been getting home late every single day now. and mum doesn't seem to care. yay =]. I still remember the days when I'll get home 10 minutes late and my mum would phone me like crazy asking if I've been flirting with boys. what boys?! meh. Epping seems to become the new hangout. how very cool. yeah. totally. but its nice meeting all these people I haven't seen in a while. =].

I just want to show you snapshots of my pet life:

 
when I see my owner // when I'm lost & can't find my owner

 
when my owner feeds me // when my owner pets me =].

 
when my owner make me do work // when my owner let me play

 
when my owner plays with me // when my owner brings a rival in

 
when my owner abandons me... // ...because I'm being a tool.

...chu ♥ chi

...we all deceive someone

ps. happy 17th Nathan!!
pps. I hate being used. yes, HATE.

because I am bored and have no life:

Finish the sentence..
1. I've come to realize that my last kiss was quite prehistoric.
2. I am listening to my desktop making very loud noises *whack. it's gone =D
3. I talk dorkily.
4. I love most things. [meaning not you. AHAHA. that wasn't funny]
5. I hate it when I get angry and start pms-ing over petty things.
6. I love the smell of food.
7. Marriage is WHAT?! ALREADY?!
8. Fast food is eww. [apart from kfc =P ]
9. Somewhere, someone is thinking I hate the HSC timetable.
10. I'll always be the shortie I am.
11. My secret crush is your dumb face.
12. The last time I cried was can't remember. before I slept on some gay night.
13. My cell phone is constantly switching off by itself.
14. When I wake up in the morning I try to break my alarm clock.
15. Before I go to bed I kiss my hellokitty goodnight.
16. Right now I am thinking my head hurts.
17. Babies are cute drooling machines.
18. I get on MySpace NEVER.
19. Today I did many stupid things. as always.
20. Tonight I am not at youth group cos I'm sick.
21. My piercings are non-existent.
22. Tomorrow I shall sleep in.
23. I really want to be forever young and FREEEEEEEE.
24. The person most likely to comment on this is sorry. comments disabled.
25. I regret too many things. how very sad.

...what are you thinking?

I haven't watched the news in ages so I just found out about the Austrian incest incident. what's wrong with our world? everything. I thought that this http://www.smh.com.au/news/national/incest-couple-had-another-child/2008/04/07/1207420263586.html was pretty gross already. but this http://www.smh.com.au/news/world/incest-dad-too-devious-to-be-caught/2008/05/01/1209234990536.html is just a bit extreme. how can anyone do such a thing to their children?

what the hell.

these just reminded me of iscf today about our "present evil age".

weeeeeeee~ humans are doomed.

...quite imperfect we are